Living with Cancer – Dianne Lang

When I was diagnosed with acute leukaemia

I was forced to slow down and realise that there is perfection in every moment.

I learned that being dependent on someone does not make you weak.

I stopped trying to save the world and became more effective with just one challenge.

I found that chemotherapy is not as bad as everyone thinks.

I had time to reflect on the past and appreciate my accomplishments.

I stopped settling for second best because I realise my worth.

I turned my bedroom from a flop house to a sanctuary.

I threw out rubbish and unnecessary stuff so no one will have to do that if I die.

I asked my kids forgiveness for some bad decisions during their childhood and they laughed at my silliness.

I learned that if today is a bad day, tomorrow will be better.

I understand that I am alone in this journey and it feels OK.

I came close to kicking the bucket and I discovered that dying is not scary.

I stopped listening to unsolicited phone calls and found that saying ‘no’ can be liberating.

Well meaning people who never had cancer tell you that strange concoctions, flashing at the moon and drinking cow’s urine imported from India is the cure.

I found that speaking my truth allows others to speak theirs.

I understand that I don’t have to be brave and put up with pain; that pain can be managed.

I learned that medical staff can’t say prick; having a needle shoved into your arm is called a scratch but hospitals have Spotty Dick on the menu.

I no longer care what time I eat or when I sleep, anytime is perfect.

I learned that taking control of your life improves your chances of living.

I learned that ‘want to’ is more important than ‘have to’

And that there is always someone worse off than me.

I cast my mind back over the ten months of living with cancer and find …I am alive.

have written two books and writing a third.

have completed a diploma course in copy editing.

have buried my father without waiting for a buy one get one free coffin.

taken three trips abroad.

started on-line dating.

made peace with the world and opened my heart and mind to miraculous possibilities.

Dianne Lang

Dianne Lang is the author of “Saving Mandela’s Children’, a true and harrowing account of events that transpired during three of the most traumatic and invigorating years of her life. It started when three very ill young black orphans were left on her doorstep, dying of AIDS and in great need of food, shelter and love. It ended with Dianne fleeing for her life, turning to England for asylum, with the Scorpions, South Africa’s Secret police, close on her heels.

Dianne is setting up as a professional freelance proof-reader and copy editor based in the UK.  Her skills in marketing and public relations as well as her natural creative flair, together with her conscientious and reliable nature will be of great benefit to clients. She is happy to undertake any test of proofreading or copy editing skills.

Contact information:  dianne.lang1@googlemail.com or 01462 685402

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